Ignorance is bliss.
Don’t feel comfortable sharing certain things with certain people? Fuck it. Give them time to create an atmosphere you can fully bloom in. Not everyone is going to be patient with you though so watch it. The goodness and “luxuries of life” on the table one day might not be as available the next. Work on yourself, invest in yourself as much as possible to give them as much of yourself as you can. G.T.L. Until you die. (GTLUYD)
Share it everywhere that you can ”the wait will be worth it.” Everybody tells you to be patient. “If it’s worth it, it will find you…” and bull like that is maddening, isn’t it? Put your foot down, wail “I’m not ready yet!”
Go into cocoon mode! Start acting crazy, you’ll fit right in. Express yourself as slowly as you can, make them “wait it out.” Remind them to “Anticipate Greatness.” Hopefully, they’ll assist you disarming. You carry mountains on your shoulders. Remind yourself to respect the game. Wear it on your chest that you are an open vessel looking forward to building
Avoid Conflict
You know you’re “not at your best.” You haven’t even had your coffee yet. Forget the eye boogers and snot smearing across on your face. You’re “just waking up.” Cut yourself a break. Then head to the gym, get your morning sets in. Nobody’s going to like you not standing out, doing your best. “Speak softly and carry a big stick.” Purse your lips, “ssshhhh.. Expect Greatness.” Stay “locked up in your room.” Do crunches 100 at a time. Pushups, 250
