i think we will need to get comfortable discussing topics.  Let’s talk about needs. Wants can come last of course. Have patience with me, I’ll try my best to be patient with you. I will probably need extra patience. I will break a few times before I remember I need to bend, most likely.  I like blowing kisses metaphorically. My heart races when I think about you. I need to slow down. I probably need to be reminded of that too. I vote for you exploring your soul for extra patience and empathy while I spin my wheels continuing to craft masterpieces. Jot down or draft a list of items I need to check off to earn your trust, favor and confidence.   I like thinking about you.

I’ll admit, I have deleted your contact info, traces of you, blocked your accounts so on and so forth. I wasn’t ready. Learning to chat calmly might take years. Let’s start soon.

Internet and texting safety scares me. I’d be in favor of practicing holding a doll’s hand while looking at a picture of you as a great step. I’m sorry I panic often. Text me soon. Try assuring and reassuring me so I can feel safe talking to you to start.