Stop fussing. I DO love you.  I feel safer saying that this morning. Please excuse me brushing you off and denying my heart, repetitively and without hesitation.  IM still waiting to hear your feelings on the matter. Third parties guaranteeing how you feel means nothing to me.   I have spent years stuck in low gear revving my engine. That’s a perfect analogy.  During my latest efforts to win you over, I simply tried the exact opposite of what I had been doing for the years leading to that. I denied my wants, I pushed people away instantly. I shut doors, erased numbers and blocked accounts. That didn’t work either.  My chances probably suffered being defensive but.. live and learn, huh sweetcheeks!?  I guess I’ll just have to continue hoping you do your due diligence and look up where I work out, pop your head in and scream, “IM LOOKING FOR YOU KYLE!”