Listen Boa,

Firstly, I definitely used to let my hesitations get the best of me back in the day. We caught up the other day. I, did that again. My heart’s wants are still pure and exactly the same as then… us waking up either side by side or anticipating each other’s arrival. I hint to boa, because IM not comfortable with boa constrictors.  It’s been adequate time. I’ve matured. I’m “braver” now, kind of.  I still dream of us fancying each other out loud. I have expressed those feelings verbally at one time. You, sharing your wants match mine will take awhile to get used to. I’ll probably need a lot of prompting and guidance breaking free of the isolationist mindset I’ve been surviving in.  Tell me how to operate my affection. Please. Thanks. Please say your heart looks like an injured bird flopping around, too. Start writing sonnets. I’ve been writing you poetry for 15 years I think. We knew each other for 3 years during college I think and I graduated 12 years ago Kyle