Heya “Blackhawk,” we work (out) together. Showing my softer side with you still feels risky to me. We have chatted about growing comfort discussing social scenarios, so I’m a bit less concerned moving those mountains.
SIDENOTE: In between walking laps on the parallel bars just now, I drank a whole jug of water handling the cup with my left hand. That’s been a struggle for me for the past 23 years. My hand hardly even shook!
IM overjoyed with how beneficial this platform is becoming. Back to what I planned on attempting. We/I can avoid that “riskiness” completely by choosing to highlight the qualities I see looking at your reflection instead of you directly. Flattery is a superpower and abundant source of energy. I used to refer to it as “affection.” “People,” myself included grew skeptical of my own intentions. That scared me. Now though, I can freely “admire” your sleekness, jet black exterior, agility and rise without cowering. You hear me!? Now I can swoon in your majestic presence. I can’t wait to read your responses, Blackhawk!
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