Kyle Just Wants To Talk!
Putting your heart into words is difficult and scary. Speaking those words out loud is very difficult and scary at times. Feeling safe doing so really helps!
Book Draft 03-31-2025:
Draft
When she asked me if sharing my story filled me with feelings of vulnerability or complacency, I laughed it off. These gems are my pride and joy. I like discipline that gives me a “healthy” illusion of control.
Managing my emotional outpouring and feelings is still on the checklist. That might be the first time I’ve ever said that.
A 2nd cup of coffee will be warranted. Maybe I should try hiding my desire to consume. Today’s crowd might not be ready to hear that I’m all in. I guess I should forewarn these munchkins that I tend to push away the better things in life because Im used to the struggle. Things coming easy to me feel like a set up, or a covert plan. Enough dwelling - boo-hoo.
Today is Monday and I’m excited to start the new week.
The struggle is familiar, like an old friend who never leaves my side. Ease feels like a stranger – suspicious and fleeting. My mind whispers warnings: ‘comfort breeds complacency,’ ‘strength lies in resistance,’ ‘happiness is a distraction.’ This mindset forged in darkness – hospital rooms, rehab clinics, and lonely nights – now governs my days.
